Katie Hopkins and her views on Breast Cancer Survivors...

Personal scathing attacks is not something I would ever of dreamed of doing on this blog or any other blog for that matter but the vile piece of shit that is Katie Hopkins deserves all she's going to get from this post.

Just watched Loose Women the guest was recent CBB runner-up Katie Hopkins the acid tongued viper Apprentice reject whose sole purpose in life is to rub everyone up the wrong way. How have we allowed this shallow bitch the platform in which to air her views. It's is beyond me....

Coleen Nolan pushed Hopkins on the point that when her sister Linda Nolan was in the CBB house she was constantly picked on by the vile Hopkins troll with tweets on how "Linda had a fat arm", or about her "breast hanging down to her knees" when pushed further about these comments in relation to the fact that Linda Nolan has a fat arm because she has Lymphedema and sagging breast all due to Breast Cancer and its treatments Hopkins would try to shout people down and suggest that she had too put up with horrible comments about her persona on a daily basis she still wouldn't answer why she had to pick up on the damming effects left behind by Breast Cancer she visibly squirmed when asked directly by Janet Street-Porter " do you think that telling a breast cancer patient she has droopy breast is a constructive criticism" she couldn't think quickly enough how she could get out of answering that question. I believe this has shown her for what she truly is  she has no compassion or sympathies for those less fortunate than herself, no one was asking her to like Linda Nolan but to accept graciously that in this instance those terrible comments about Linda's arm and breast were wrong and that she should of apologised for making such uninformed and cruel statements. Hopkins didn't of course apologise she continued to exclaim how she has no regrets I think the ramifications of exposing herself on this programme will be far reaching and I hope she gets her just rewards for her callous remarks.

I found it strange that Hopkins was placed in the middle of the panel flanked either side by women who have been touched directly by breast cancer. Coleen Nolan has sisters either die or suffered by breast cancer and Gloria Hunniford's daughter Caron Keating died of the disease as a young women, even faced with this breast cancer sandwich she still continued to defend her corner rather than apologise.  Hopkins thinks she is immune from disease or the effects of a life threatening illness like getting fat or having Lymphedema she is however just another fragile human being beware Katie Hopkins for this disease can strike the fittest, skinniest people on the planet you have been warned.

Black Friday.......Cant keep it in.....

MEGA WARNING AND ADVANCE APOLOGIES TO ALL THOSE SENSITIVE SOULS OR THE OVERLY POSITIVE READERS OF THIS BLOG SEVERE SWEARING AND MASSIVE NEGATIVITY IN THIS NEXT POST IN THE WORDS OF CAT STEVENS "I CANT KEEP IT IN, I GOTTA LET IT OUT.....

So my last post was a moral and a wise one too but I am very very depressed today I'm not sure whether it is to do with the huge constantly spreading black/blue bruise that is now covering most of my upper leg and thigh from the fall the other day (last post I was sort of jovial about it not anymore) or whether its to do with the tiny tablet I take every day called tamoxifen, if it is the tamoxifen then why is it such a fucking paradox that the drug thats keeping me a live can also make me feel so fucking suicidal!!! See a total fucking paradox!!! I spent most of the morning juicing organic green vile shit and taking my supplements all of which is pro-life, then I take that stupid tablet that totally messes with my hormones and I feel like throwing myself off of the sea cliffs at the end of the road. No one understands me, not even my inner circle of friends and family, I feel so utterly alone in this. When I do have an moan about something thats bothering me I am told that I am over reacting, or not being fair or being unreasonable. Maybe I am but it feels like its always me thats in the wrong about every fucking thing and I am sick to the teeth of it. Sometimes I think its because I've got this fucking cancer that they believe that I must be doing something wrong, I am not fucking wrong all the time they have to accept that they can be wrong also just because they haven't got cancer doesn't mean to say they are holier than thou. People say "you look so well" and they forget that I am living with secondary breast cancer, of course I look well you would too if you plastered your face with enough make-up, honestly!! I suppose some of this rant can be attributed to the mounting anger inside of me about having to live with such a bastard of a disease I would of much rather been taken straight away at least that way you cant see the fucker thats gonna get you eventually, eventually being the operative word, no one knows when but I pretty sure I know whats gonna kill me cause I've been living up close and fucking personal with the evil little shit for the past 18 months!!! Apart from the injury, tamoxifen, and the insensitivity of everyone else there is one other thing thats pissing me off but I don't want to go into it now except for to say it involves relationships and families enough said eh!. I almost forgot to mention that on top of all of this it would appear that I have been well and truly ripped off by the major high St retail shop Paperchase, some of you may or may not know that as well as a cancer survivor I am also a designer/artist, as a designer I send out my artworks to reputable companies to sell my designs to them I also work with an agent but you have to try everything in the design industry the low down is that they have ripped me off and not paid me a penny for it, just adds insult to injury and makes for a right bummer of a week here's a link to my design blog where you can read all about it http://sweets-art.blogspot.co.uk/. Anyway enough of the rant, am I glad I got that lot off of my chest, I'm off to take some pain killers and camp out on the sofa, maybe "I'm a celebrity" will cheer me up. xxx

The Secret.....ummmm

Here's a pet peeve of mine at the moment, having just read another breast cancer survivors blog post I was reading the comments and quite a few people were talking about the book and film 'The Secret' people commented on her post which to be fair to her was pretty awful, she has secondary breast cancer and she is very young, the offending comments were telling her to stay positive, the secret teaches us that we are what we think ie: the old saying 'be careful what you wish for it might come true' that thoughts are almighty powerful and can give us cancer if we think long and hard about it!!!! Complete madness I am sure none of us suffering with this disease thought I know I'd like to get cancer!!! Yeah right like anybody would think such a thing, again I think people are trying to be helpful by offering 'the secret' as a possible solution and that we really must stay positive even when we are up against it. Well you can't get much more up against it than a cancer diagnoses, terrifying anxiety, fear, death and thoughts of dying are only natural given the circumstances and I'm certainly not gonna beat myself up about it. Another thing is what about the babies and children that get cancer, babies can't think themselves into cancer can they!! I don't think I even contemplated terminal illness when I was a child in fact I don't think children do think about death and dying, they are too busy learning and enjoying life. I have read the book and spent about 8 months thinking good positive thoughts (your supposed to be able to think yourself rich and successful ha) that was just before my diagnoses and look where it got me, don't get me wrong being positive is good for the mind and body but you don't always get what you want or need I think luck plays a major part in it, end of rant.